I am on the last chapter of 'Defined by Christ'. The chapter I just finished was about peace and happiness. That is the key to life. It is the culmination of this book. If we come to know our Heavenly Father, come to know our Savior, Jesus Christ and be defined by Him we will have peace and happiness in our lives.
I know this to be true because I have felt of His peace and felt happiness these last couple of years. This is because I have decided to read my scriptures daily and be more diligent in my prayers and read books like 'Defined by Christ' which edify me and lead me toward Christ. This has enabled me to have joy and happiness.
Joy is what we are supposed to have in this life. In 'Defined by Christ,' Toni Sorenson states another one of my favorite scriptures; 2 Nephi 2:25 "Adam fell that man might be, men are that they might have joy." Reading this scripture reminded me of a time in my life when I was struggling with a marriage that was not a joy and I was trying to decide what I was supposed to do. Should I stay in it and try to make it work or should I get out and try to salvage a happy life for me and my children. It was not that my now ex was a bad person. He was not, but we did not seem to want the same eternal things and we did not agree on how to get to eternity. I was miserable a lot and did not know where to turn. I was speaking with my Stake President about my dilemma and after a while of talking he quoted 2 Ne. 2:25. He said that the Lord wanted us to be happy. Not just the momentary, fleeting happiness that the world speaks of, but of the true long-lasting, eternal happiness that comes from knowing our Savior and living the gospel. That is when I decided to be more diligent in my prayers, scripture study, and in keeping the commandments. As I did this I began to feel the peace the Savior gives to me. I was able to find peace while going through the divorce, knowing the Lord was with me. I also knew that with time He could heal my children and give them peace.
I had also been looking outside of myself for this peace and happiness. But these come from within us. As Toni says in the book, "Peace and happiness are within us. We'll never find them in a place or in a package. We'll never find them by whining or murmuring. We'll never find them as long as we are ungrateful, as long as we refuse to forgive, as long as we cling to bitterness, hatred, vengeance. They will not be found as we wallow in pity or any type of self-destructive behavior. It's not our circumstances that determine our peace and happiness -- it's our attitude toward those circumstances." How true that is. Even now when I feel that I am having troubles, if I get out of myself and think of others and serve, think of my Savior, read edifying material and tell my Heavenly Father how grateful I am for all I have, I can look at these troubles in a different light and be able to get through them with a greater peace and happiness.
The Savior can give us of His peace because He has felt every sorrow or hurt that we have. When we feel down we should remember that we are not expected to be perfect in this life. Even the best of men in this world are not perfect. Even prophets like Nephi have doubted themselves, but they also have realized in whose arm they have put their trust and where to find peace and happiness. I feel His peace daily and am grateful for His love for me!
Monday, February 14, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
My Favorite Scripture
I was reading tonight in Defined by Christ about the Plan of Salvation. I love it how Toni Sorenson describes it. She says, "It's called the Plan of Salvation because it's there to redeem us when we sell ourselves short. It's called the Plan of Redemption because it's there to remind us who we really are and what we're worth in the eyes of the Almighty. It's the plan of mercy and the plan of happiness because it's there to wipe away our misery and despair." Aren' those lovely thoughts. I think they are. Heavenly Father's plan can help us through anything through the Atoning sacrifice of our Savior.
He knows who we are and how we feel no matter what we are going through because He has gone through it Himself. He experienced everything. He has felt all our misery, hunger, pain, weakness, etc. Sometimes I remember this when I am going through a trial and it makes me want to hold my head up higher and praise Him instead of wallowing because I do not want to be the one to cause any more pain for Him.
In the beginning, the book talked about knowing our Heavenly Father and our Savior. The book talks about knowing Satan, who he is, what he wants and how he works. He wants each of us to become like him and not be able to return to our Heavenly Father. He knows exactly how to hit us and how to try to make us feel low. He gets into our thoughts and makes us think bad thoughts especially about ourselves. He tries to get us to stop believing that we are children of God. He tries to tell us that our trials are brought on by our actions. Some are, but some are not. Some we create by giving in to the temptations of satan. Some are caused by others and some just happen. When we go through trials he wants us to think that this is the end. That we cannot live through these hard times or even if we do, our Heavenly Father will not love us and we are worthless.
When these thoughts start to enter my head, I turn to my favorite scripture which was quoted in the book. D & C 58: 3-4 "Ye cannot beholde with your natural eyes, for the present time, the design of your God concerning those things which shall come hereafter, and the glory which shall follow much tribulation. For after much tribulation come the blessings. Wherefore the day cometh that ye shall be crowned with much glory; the hour is not yet, but is nigh at hand."
This gets me through and helps me feel the love of my Heavenly Father. All the things I go through will enable me to blessed in heaven. What a great thought!
I don't want Satan to win, so I am going to work hard to come closer to my Savior and to feel the Holy Ghost. To cast Satan out of my life and to move toward eternal life with my Father in Heaven, my Savior, and my family.
He knows who we are and how we feel no matter what we are going through because He has gone through it Himself. He experienced everything. He has felt all our misery, hunger, pain, weakness, etc. Sometimes I remember this when I am going through a trial and it makes me want to hold my head up higher and praise Him instead of wallowing because I do not want to be the one to cause any more pain for Him.
In the beginning, the book talked about knowing our Heavenly Father and our Savior. The book talks about knowing Satan, who he is, what he wants and how he works. He wants each of us to become like him and not be able to return to our Heavenly Father. He knows exactly how to hit us and how to try to make us feel low. He gets into our thoughts and makes us think bad thoughts especially about ourselves. He tries to get us to stop believing that we are children of God. He tries to tell us that our trials are brought on by our actions. Some are, but some are not. Some we create by giving in to the temptations of satan. Some are caused by others and some just happen. When we go through trials he wants us to think that this is the end. That we cannot live through these hard times or even if we do, our Heavenly Father will not love us and we are worthless.
When these thoughts start to enter my head, I turn to my favorite scripture which was quoted in the book. D & C 58: 3-4 "Ye cannot beholde with your natural eyes, for the present time, the design of your God concerning those things which shall come hereafter, and the glory which shall follow much tribulation. For after much tribulation come the blessings. Wherefore the day cometh that ye shall be crowned with much glory; the hour is not yet, but is nigh at hand."
This gets me through and helps me feel the love of my Heavenly Father. All the things I go through will enable me to blessed in heaven. What a great thought!
I don't want Satan to win, so I am going to work hard to come closer to my Savior and to feel the Holy Ghost. To cast Satan out of my life and to move toward eternal life with my Father in Heaven, my Savior, and my family.
Friday, January 28, 2011
Seeing Yourself Through the Eyes of The Savior
What a wonderful daughter I have. Her insights are amazing. As she said in her post, this book for me too must be read slowly. I want to take in every section and take it into my heart. I want to truly understand the concepts. I want my Spirit to feel the Spirit with which this book was written.
First, though, I think I need to tell you the reasoning behind choosing this book first. I gave this book to my best friend, Jilian Colwell, for Christmas this year. I have three best friends, Gary, Jilian and my daughter, Lizzie. Hence why we are reading this book and why I am doing this blog with Lizzie. Anyway, every year I end up getting a book for Jilian for Christmas. This year I had decided that I was going to do something different for her. I felt that I always get her a book and it seems so informal, so I was going to do something really grand. Well, I was looking at Seagull Book and Tape for Christmas presents for my Young Women Leaders and my Laurels when I spied this book. The cover and the title caught my eye; a picture of the Savior and "Defined by Christ." I had to pick it up to see what this was all about. Then I read the byline. It says, "Seeing Yourself Through the Eyes of the Savior." That sounded interesting, so I read the inside cover. This is what it says.
"So many of us stretch our faces with smiles side enought to mask the pain we hide. so many of us go through the motions -- attending church, giving service, nurturing our families, learning and doing -- while inside we feel empty, broken, doubtful, and even guilty for the way we feel. We tell ourselves that if we'd only work harder, we would somehow earn the blessings of peace, security, and unconditional love that we hunger for. But are we ever wrong! Simply by virtue of being a child of God, each of us is already loved beyond comprehension, without boundaries or conditions. Yet, sadly, many of us leave this heavenly gift unopened.
..... author Toni Sorenson illuminates the pathway toward opening the gift of divine love and finding everlasting peace even amidst the shadows and storms of life. As we come to focus on God's goodness rather than our own weakness, we recognize our own infinite worth, develop confidence in the plan of happiness, strengthen our ability to identify and overcome the lies of Satan, discover the power within us to find wholeness and help others heal, and experience for ourselves how good trumps evil. No matter what our disappointment or failure or loss may be, allowing ourselves to be defined by Christ will lift us out of darkness and into His light."
Those words spoke to my heart. Jilian has been going through some things in her life that have been difficult and I knew that this was the was she was feeling because we have talked about it. At first I did not pick up the book, but ended up going back and getting it. I knew the Lord wanted me to get it for her. My other thought was that I needed to get me a copy, but I ignored that thought.
Then things happened with Lizzie and I was down there in Las Vegas helping out when we went to Deseret Book. We actually went twice. The first time I saw the book again, but was not sure it was the right one so I asked Jilian. She told me the name again and said she loved the book. I felt like I needed to tell Lizzie about it, so we went back to Deseret Book. I picked up the book and told her that I wanted to get this book for me and maybe she would like a copy. She read what the book said and bought her own copy. As I was driving back to her house, we started talking about book clubs. We have always wanted to do one, but did not like the books chosen. That's when we decided on the Bored Book Club and decided to start with "Defined by Christ." What a great choice. I know the Lord was guiding us to start with this book. Knowing the ideas in this book about the love of God for all of us and how Infinite our worth is to him, will help us decide what other books to read. It will define our strategy on where to go from here. Well, thats how we decided all of this.
So now I want to tell you my thoughts on what I have read so far. I am almost at the end of the 3rd chapter or truth as Toni calls them. Knowing that I am of infinite worth and truly believing that have helped me to see my Heavenly Fathers and my Saviors love more clearly. As Lizzie said, the Atonement is the true way to see God's love for us. As I was reading the chapters on God's love and the Savior's love, this really hit me harder than usual. I started to think of God as my true father. I have always known that He is my father, but for some reason it I was really able to understand this as I was reading. I thought about my own children and thought about how I would feel if I had to give up one of my children, to watch them suffer beyond anything imaginable and then to watch them die, knowing that I would step in at any time, but knowing that I could not do that. The tears that I would shed would be enormous. I think that Heavenly Father did this as He watched His Son going through all that He did and then dying on the cross. He knows He could have stopped it, but He knew that if He did He would lose the rest of His children. What love He has for us to do this. To watch our Savior go through all He did.
I also realize more the love the Savior has for us. I am important enough to Him, as He is my older brother, that He would go through the Garden of Gethsemane, the trial and the crucifixion, so that I may become perfect. Wow!!! Why would he do this? He loves us, but really why? I think of my own older brother, who at one time wanted to take away my pain when I chose to marry early. He felt that it would end in my getting hurt, and he wanted to protect me. He didn't know what to do to help, but our Savior knew exactly what He had to do. I can't even imagine the strength it took to do this. I would do anything for my children and my family. At least, I think I would. Would I go through hell to protect and help those I love. Would I truly be willing to give my life for them. I think so. I hope so. I hope my love is this strong.
She talked about the way to feel of God and the Savior's love more are to come to know them. How do we come to know them. By doing the things they ask. By reading the scriptures, serving, attending our meetings, but especially by prayer. My idea of prayer is different than some. I feel like I need to speak out loud and speak like I am talking with my Father, which He is. I feel like I should be respectful but tell Him everything. Discuss everything with Him that is going on in my life. He already knows, but wants to hear from me. I know when I do not take the time to speak with Him, my life does not go as well or I do not feel the peace as much. I want to feel peace.
When we moved to Layton, I made a decision to read my scriptures more and stop reading what I call fluff books. (I know many people may disagree with this, but this is what I felt I needed to do.) I had many books that I was reading that did not edify me. They were not bringing me closer to the Savior. So I decided to read the books in our own library first. We have mostly gospel centered books, but some classics and some history books. I also started to read my scriptures while I was exercising in the morning. As I began to do this, I started to feel more peace in my life. I began to be a better person and to actually feel my Heavenly Father and my Savior's love. Things that used to bother me in the past, became easier to handle. My life became filled with peace. I think this is what Toni Sorenson meant when she said that we had to come to know our Heavenly Father and our Savior. As I read about them in the scriptures and in the books, I began to understand more. I know that I will never understand completely, especially the Atonement, but I don't think that is required. I think that as we draw closer to our Savior in getting to know Him, we draw closer to our Heavenly Father and get to know Him.
I am glad we started this book club so we can get to know the Savior and our Heavenly Father better and to be able to feel peace in our lives. I hope more of our friends will take this challenge and join us in our book club.
First, though, I think I need to tell you the reasoning behind choosing this book first. I gave this book to my best friend, Jilian Colwell, for Christmas this year. I have three best friends, Gary, Jilian and my daughter, Lizzie. Hence why we are reading this book and why I am doing this blog with Lizzie. Anyway, every year I end up getting a book for Jilian for Christmas. This year I had decided that I was going to do something different for her. I felt that I always get her a book and it seems so informal, so I was going to do something really grand. Well, I was looking at Seagull Book and Tape for Christmas presents for my Young Women Leaders and my Laurels when I spied this book. The cover and the title caught my eye; a picture of the Savior and "Defined by Christ." I had to pick it up to see what this was all about. Then I read the byline. It says, "Seeing Yourself Through the Eyes of the Savior." That sounded interesting, so I read the inside cover. This is what it says.
"So many of us stretch our faces with smiles side enought to mask the pain we hide. so many of us go through the motions -- attending church, giving service, nurturing our families, learning and doing -- while inside we feel empty, broken, doubtful, and even guilty for the way we feel. We tell ourselves that if we'd only work harder, we would somehow earn the blessings of peace, security, and unconditional love that we hunger for. But are we ever wrong! Simply by virtue of being a child of God, each of us is already loved beyond comprehension, without boundaries or conditions. Yet, sadly, many of us leave this heavenly gift unopened.
..... author Toni Sorenson illuminates the pathway toward opening the gift of divine love and finding everlasting peace even amidst the shadows and storms of life. As we come to focus on God's goodness rather than our own weakness, we recognize our own infinite worth, develop confidence in the plan of happiness, strengthen our ability to identify and overcome the lies of Satan, discover the power within us to find wholeness and help others heal, and experience for ourselves how good trumps evil. No matter what our disappointment or failure or loss may be, allowing ourselves to be defined by Christ will lift us out of darkness and into His light."
Those words spoke to my heart. Jilian has been going through some things in her life that have been difficult and I knew that this was the was she was feeling because we have talked about it. At first I did not pick up the book, but ended up going back and getting it. I knew the Lord wanted me to get it for her. My other thought was that I needed to get me a copy, but I ignored that thought.
Then things happened with Lizzie and I was down there in Las Vegas helping out when we went to Deseret Book. We actually went twice. The first time I saw the book again, but was not sure it was the right one so I asked Jilian. She told me the name again and said she loved the book. I felt like I needed to tell Lizzie about it, so we went back to Deseret Book. I picked up the book and told her that I wanted to get this book for me and maybe she would like a copy. She read what the book said and bought her own copy. As I was driving back to her house, we started talking about book clubs. We have always wanted to do one, but did not like the books chosen. That's when we decided on the Bored Book Club and decided to start with "Defined by Christ." What a great choice. I know the Lord was guiding us to start with this book. Knowing the ideas in this book about the love of God for all of us and how Infinite our worth is to him, will help us decide what other books to read. It will define our strategy on where to go from here. Well, thats how we decided all of this.
So now I want to tell you my thoughts on what I have read so far. I am almost at the end of the 3rd chapter or truth as Toni calls them. Knowing that I am of infinite worth and truly believing that have helped me to see my Heavenly Fathers and my Saviors love more clearly. As Lizzie said, the Atonement is the true way to see God's love for us. As I was reading the chapters on God's love and the Savior's love, this really hit me harder than usual. I started to think of God as my true father. I have always known that He is my father, but for some reason it I was really able to understand this as I was reading. I thought about my own children and thought about how I would feel if I had to give up one of my children, to watch them suffer beyond anything imaginable and then to watch them die, knowing that I would step in at any time, but knowing that I could not do that. The tears that I would shed would be enormous. I think that Heavenly Father did this as He watched His Son going through all that He did and then dying on the cross. He knows He could have stopped it, but He knew that if He did He would lose the rest of His children. What love He has for us to do this. To watch our Savior go through all He did.
I also realize more the love the Savior has for us. I am important enough to Him, as He is my older brother, that He would go through the Garden of Gethsemane, the trial and the crucifixion, so that I may become perfect. Wow!!! Why would he do this? He loves us, but really why? I think of my own older brother, who at one time wanted to take away my pain when I chose to marry early. He felt that it would end in my getting hurt, and he wanted to protect me. He didn't know what to do to help, but our Savior knew exactly what He had to do. I can't even imagine the strength it took to do this. I would do anything for my children and my family. At least, I think I would. Would I go through hell to protect and help those I love. Would I truly be willing to give my life for them. I think so. I hope so. I hope my love is this strong.
She talked about the way to feel of God and the Savior's love more are to come to know them. How do we come to know them. By doing the things they ask. By reading the scriptures, serving, attending our meetings, but especially by prayer. My idea of prayer is different than some. I feel like I need to speak out loud and speak like I am talking with my Father, which He is. I feel like I should be respectful but tell Him everything. Discuss everything with Him that is going on in my life. He already knows, but wants to hear from me. I know when I do not take the time to speak with Him, my life does not go as well or I do not feel the peace as much. I want to feel peace.
When we moved to Layton, I made a decision to read my scriptures more and stop reading what I call fluff books. (I know many people may disagree with this, but this is what I felt I needed to do.) I had many books that I was reading that did not edify me. They were not bringing me closer to the Savior. So I decided to read the books in our own library first. We have mostly gospel centered books, but some classics and some history books. I also started to read my scriptures while I was exercising in the morning. As I began to do this, I started to feel more peace in my life. I began to be a better person and to actually feel my Heavenly Father and my Savior's love. Things that used to bother me in the past, became easier to handle. My life became filled with peace. I think this is what Toni Sorenson meant when she said that we had to come to know our Heavenly Father and our Savior. As I read about them in the scriptures and in the books, I began to understand more. I know that I will never understand completely, especially the Atonement, but I don't think that is required. I think that as we draw closer to our Savior in getting to know Him, we draw closer to our Heavenly Father and get to know Him.
I am glad we started this book club so we can get to know the Savior and our Heavenly Father better and to be able to feel peace in our lives. I hope more of our friends will take this challenge and join us in our book club.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Defined by Christ
So I thought I would get the ball rolling and write some of my thoughts on the book thus far... I thought I might be as candid as possible to hopefully create an environment where everyone feels comfortable writing.
First, there are too many good points to just sit down and read the whole thing. It's like I read something and then I'm like yeah that applies to me, or I'm going to try that. Hence I am only about half way done with the book.
Second, I love how it can apply to anyone, even if they are not going through the same thing as the woman in the book.
My favorite part so far has been the idea of God's love. I think to often we define love as something that we can handle with our five senses. We can feel love by a touch or a kiss, we hear love words, we see love by the actions of others, we smell love by flowers, we taste love through chocolate. But God's love is so much more than that, it is physical, but it is mostly spiritual, and therefore can not been seen without using spiritual eyes. I really don't think we can fully understand God's love without partaking of the atonement. It is the way God shows love for us, he loves us so much he provided a way that all of us can get back to him and receive the most wonderful gift of all...to be like him. In Acts chapter 10:34 it says that "God is no respecter of persons", which means he loves us all equally. Therefore, if God shows us his love through the atonement and loves us all, just by deduction we can conclude that the atonement is available for us all. Now we all know this, and have been taught this basic doctrine, but how many of us doubt it for some reason or another. Like the author said, she felt that others could partake of the atonement, partake of Gods love, but not her. Why is that so? She gives another example of an Old Man at the airport not thinking that God loved him. I cannot speak for everyone but I know I have felt this way many times. Why? I think for me the answer comes in a couple of sentences that she gives. She says, "I realized I'd never had confidence- not real, lasting confidence- because I had never put my confidence in the Worthy One. That began to change as I began to trust in Christ and in His love and the redeeming, restoring power of His Atonement."(48) By not having confidence in ourselves we hinder our ability to come to the Lord. Isn't that funny, the Lord has giving us the most wonderful gift and we have decided to not accept it because our imperfections. Yet we do it, I do it. I have never had confidence in myself before (not the kind of confidence that is lasting), and I don't think I ever will with out Christ. Realizing this, and letting the power of the atonement grow within me (as it says in Alma 32) has made me understand his love for me. Not only that, it has also made me realize that just like she said in the book, we can be bold. WE can speak with power, we can ask God for things. I have always wondered how missionaries or apostles are able to speak with such boldness, and now I completely understand. They understand the Love of Christ. It has been interesting as I have read this book, studied my scriptures, attended institute and prayed for an understand of God's love, it has come. I know that I have been prepared for this very moment with challenges in my life that have truly humbled me. It's like everything in my life has prepared me to receive insight. I have learned to recognize God's hand in all things, because I feel like everything in my life right now is trying to explain the same message from the book we have chosen, the same message that is portrayed through out the all of the scriptures and ensign articles. I can't believe I have not noticed it before! I love in the book when it talks about her interviewing people who she felt were Christlike. She then references a quote by Elder Maxwell, "if our souls were marked by rings, are are trees, the years of greatest personal growth would likely be those characterized by the greatest moisture- not as the result of rainfall, but of tears."(44) I like I am at that point of greatest moisture right now. As Oprah would say, has been an "aha!" moment for me. I feel like every trial that has come into my life (excluding those for my sins) has happened for a reason and I know that I lost this baby because I needed to know that God loves me. I needed to know what it feels like to partake of the healing given by the atonement, I need to be defined by Christ.
One other feeling I had during the book, she talks a lot about how people made her feel bad, the world made her feel bad, like she was not of great work. It has made me question my own life. Am I saying things that would make someone feel like they are unworthy of God's love? I know I do, intentionally and unintentionally. We were reading in Acts today for institute. In chapter 16 it talks about Paul and how they were imprisoned. During the night all of their shackles had been loosed so they could break free, but instead of leaving, they stayed so that the jailor would not loose his own life. It showed great love by Paul. It made me think of how often I think of myself and how selfish I am. I need to do a better job of loving those that are around me.
Well, thats what I thought...What did you think?
Lizzie
First, there are too many good points to just sit down and read the whole thing. It's like I read something and then I'm like yeah that applies to me, or I'm going to try that. Hence I am only about half way done with the book.
Second, I love how it can apply to anyone, even if they are not going through the same thing as the woman in the book.
My favorite part so far has been the idea of God's love. I think to often we define love as something that we can handle with our five senses. We can feel love by a touch or a kiss, we hear love words, we see love by the actions of others, we smell love by flowers, we taste love through chocolate. But God's love is so much more than that, it is physical, but it is mostly spiritual, and therefore can not been seen without using spiritual eyes. I really don't think we can fully understand God's love without partaking of the atonement. It is the way God shows love for us, he loves us so much he provided a way that all of us can get back to him and receive the most wonderful gift of all...to be like him. In Acts chapter 10:34 it says that "God is no respecter of persons", which means he loves us all equally. Therefore, if God shows us his love through the atonement and loves us all, just by deduction we can conclude that the atonement is available for us all. Now we all know this, and have been taught this basic doctrine, but how many of us doubt it for some reason or another. Like the author said, she felt that others could partake of the atonement, partake of Gods love, but not her. Why is that so? She gives another example of an Old Man at the airport not thinking that God loved him. I cannot speak for everyone but I know I have felt this way many times. Why? I think for me the answer comes in a couple of sentences that she gives. She says, "I realized I'd never had confidence- not real, lasting confidence- because I had never put my confidence in the Worthy One. That began to change as I began to trust in Christ and in His love and the redeeming, restoring power of His Atonement."(48) By not having confidence in ourselves we hinder our ability to come to the Lord. Isn't that funny, the Lord has giving us the most wonderful gift and we have decided to not accept it because our imperfections. Yet we do it, I do it. I have never had confidence in myself before (not the kind of confidence that is lasting), and I don't think I ever will with out Christ. Realizing this, and letting the power of the atonement grow within me (as it says in Alma 32) has made me understand his love for me. Not only that, it has also made me realize that just like she said in the book, we can be bold. WE can speak with power, we can ask God for things. I have always wondered how missionaries or apostles are able to speak with such boldness, and now I completely understand. They understand the Love of Christ. It has been interesting as I have read this book, studied my scriptures, attended institute and prayed for an understand of God's love, it has come. I know that I have been prepared for this very moment with challenges in my life that have truly humbled me. It's like everything in my life has prepared me to receive insight. I have learned to recognize God's hand in all things, because I feel like everything in my life right now is trying to explain the same message from the book we have chosen, the same message that is portrayed through out the all of the scriptures and ensign articles. I can't believe I have not noticed it before! I love in the book when it talks about her interviewing people who she felt were Christlike. She then references a quote by Elder Maxwell, "if our souls were marked by rings, are are trees, the years of greatest personal growth would likely be those characterized by the greatest moisture- not as the result of rainfall, but of tears."(44) I like I am at that point of greatest moisture right now. As Oprah would say, has been an "aha!" moment for me. I feel like every trial that has come into my life (excluding those for my sins) has happened for a reason and I know that I lost this baby because I needed to know that God loves me. I needed to know what it feels like to partake of the healing given by the atonement, I need to be defined by Christ.
One other feeling I had during the book, she talks a lot about how people made her feel bad, the world made her feel bad, like she was not of great work. It has made me question my own life. Am I saying things that would make someone feel like they are unworthy of God's love? I know I do, intentionally and unintentionally. We were reading in Acts today for institute. In chapter 16 it talks about Paul and how they were imprisoned. During the night all of their shackles had been loosed so they could break free, but instead of leaving, they stayed so that the jailor would not loose his own life. It showed great love by Paul. It made me think of how often I think of myself and how selfish I am. I need to do a better job of loving those that are around me.
Well, thats what I thought...What did you think?
Lizzie
Thursday, January 13, 2011
About Us
So my wonderful Mom and I thought it would be a good idea to start a book club. I wanted to join one, she wanted to join one...but we wanted to do it together (and I live a state away!). Another issue we had was the crappy books that book clubs often choose, we didn't like them or want to buy them or read them. So we thought, what would be a better way than to make our own book club online?
There are quite a few benefits:
1. It's online, so location and time are not an issue, just do it when you do have time
2. Only book suggestions, no actual assignments. If you don't feel like reading a certain book, you don't have to!
3. There are no time constraints, there will be no set time to read books, feel free to join in discussion when ever you feel the urge.
4. You have the benefit of being in a club, in that you get to socialize and gain other perspectives!
5. A good way to keep in touch with friends
If you would like to join, just post your email in the comment section and we will add you as an author. That way you can make posts about books and respond to them as well, in addition to making book suggestions.
The first book that we are interested in reading (although it is a suggestion and not mandatory) is
Defined By Christ
by Toni Sorenson
It costs $16.99 at Deseret Book or on Amazon.com, it can also be purchased as a kindle addition on amazon for only $9.99
There are quite a few benefits:
1. It's online, so location and time are not an issue, just do it when you do have time
2. Only book suggestions, no actual assignments. If you don't feel like reading a certain book, you don't have to!
3. There are no time constraints, there will be no set time to read books, feel free to join in discussion when ever you feel the urge.
4. You have the benefit of being in a club, in that you get to socialize and gain other perspectives!
5. A good way to keep in touch with friends
If you would like to join, just post your email in the comment section and we will add you as an author. That way you can make posts about books and respond to them as well, in addition to making book suggestions.
The first book that we are interested in reading (although it is a suggestion and not mandatory) is
Defined By Christ
by Toni Sorenson
It costs $16.99 at Deseret Book or on Amazon.com, it can also be purchased as a kindle addition on amazon for only $9.99
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